4 words describe this race: Hot, humid, hazy, hard.
I arrived early in the morning as I wasn’t able to go back to sleep so went over to MacRitchie at just after 5am. I collected my race back and sat for a bit watching people set up and get ready. I was annoyed with myself for forgetting to buy a throwaway bottle of water for before the race (I knew I needed everything in my bottles and bladder to get to the first checkpoint), but eventually discovered there was a vending machine near the toilets! I chatted to a few other runners, and met others who did Twilight Ultra earlier in the year. As we neared the first start time of 7am, the atmosphere was buzzing. Ben did a briefing and told us a few things about the route, which came in very handy later on!
Runner Mike was there - had to pose as this is my first race towards MM status!
Ben talking to himself....
My start time was 7.27, by which time all those running longer had gone. I started near the back of my wave, and we were off! I ran/walked for a couple of kilometres, along a road that had a lot of building work going on. I checked my heart rate and realised it was around 160 when I ran which is not sustainable for such a long race so I decided around then to walk fast. I also think it was then I decided I am an ultra walker rather than runner. I can run walk up to a half in the heat but will walk anything over that as I can never keep my heart rate down. I could see a few runners ahead but no one behind although I know there were a few there. I got a few kms in and saw a group of 78km runners sitting in a restaurant having breakfast. I think that was a great idea, and will definitely think about that when I try 78km next year. Just before the race Sam told me the course was ‘undulating’ and he was definitely right about that! This made it hard to see people in front and behind, although we spread out pretty quick anyway. Luckily I knew from the briefing that we would see an entrance to Mandai road before we got to our turning for it, so I knew to ignore the first one. I kept going but always checked the map to make sure I was on the right track! I got to Mandai road again but could not see the checkpoint - I soon realised there were 2 parts to the road, and that I needed the other one…..
The checkpoint was a very welcome sight. Friendly faces and offers of help to re fill bladders and bottles. I was given nutella bread, bananas and watermelon. The support and encouragement from the volunteers was amazing. We also got scanned here so results would be uploaded to racematix and people could follow us online. As I was about to leave a group of 78km runners arrived, and we started chatting. They informed me that we were allowed to upgrade our distance if we wanted, and that I should join them! Thankfully telling them I have a 50km next weekend worked. The peer pressure did almost crack as it had been pretty lonely until I met them……
I spent a great 10km in their company, chatting and certainly did not need the map as they knew the route well. Sadly chatting meant I paid little attention to the route so would not know how to get back. It was great to have company. We ran a bit, walked a lot and generally had a few laughs along the way. I found out about lots of other Singapore races, and was told a bit about the route. We started to see 43km runners who were on their way back. I had no idea that we were going up to the crossing to Johor, so this was kind of cool to see as we got to that area. I guess on a normal day the view of Johor would have been amazing, but sadly the haze was pretty bad at this point, so we couldn’t see much at all. We got to the checkpoint which was pretty busy with people running longer preparing for the next section. I chatted to a few people, took some photos and then we all headed in our different directions.
I felt really alone at this point, and was wondering if I should have tried for 78km! I carried on and later saw the runners behind me in the 43km, waved at them and continued knowing I may well not see anyone until the checkpoint. I passed a bus stop and two bemused teenagers were trying to figure out what I was doing, and as I passed them they read my bib (that says “I am nuts”) and started giggling. As I walked on, a lot of people seemed to know I was in a race and gave words of encouragement. This really helped. I decided I would allow myself a break to use the internet every 5km so that I at least had contact with friends to help. It was also fun checking racematix to see how others were doing. I did think about getting my headphones out, but decided instead to just use this as thinking time and listen to the sounds of the city and parks as I went past.
Before Checkpoint 1 came again, I went through the park connector and swear it was twice as long on the way back. I realised the benefits of company and distraction. I did meet another runner here and passed him, he was also doing 43km. He caught up with me at the checkpoint when we finally made it out of the never ending park connector! The checkpoint was a lot quieter this time, and again a welcome break. I refilled, ate, drank and used the portaloos. The volunteers were so friendly and helpful again. They told me it was only 12km to go….lol.
This lead me on to a lesson most English teachers have taught using intonation, where we highlight a word and when this is emphasised the sentence has one meaning, but emphasising a different word can give a different meaning. This kept on in my head. Its ONLY 12km - meaning it isn't far compared to what you have already done. It’s only 12km - 12 emphasised makes the number sound important and big. This really wasn't a good example of what I was thinking about intonation teaching BUT it certainly gave me a distraction as I tried to get through the last bit. Funny how your brain starts working after being out this long…..
I got to 37km and realised I had somewhere between 6 and 8km to go. 6 sounded do-abe but 8 impossible! So I focussed on 6 and tried to take it 1km at a time. It was tough being alone for this bit, but I knew I just had to get on with it. I tried taking it one km at a time and focussed on the fact I had done 37km already so was almost there. I played lots of mind games and this worked until I had done 43km. I could then tell myself it was almost over….surely!
The last stretch was hot and hard. I knew I was on the right road but was sure it hadn’t been this long on the way! I kept stopping to check the map as I was worried about missing the entrance to MacRitchie. I swore a lot and wished the run wasn't so over distance but kept going regardless. I finally turned the last corner and heard volunteers clapping. It felt like forever, and then I had to go through and get my photo taken. The last thing I wanted at that moment but I do like the photo :) When I was finally able to sit I was offered vast amounts of food and drinks by volunteers and given time and space to unwind and realise what I had just achieved!
My legs after the race!
Overall I was impressed with everything about the event. The only hard bit was spending so much time alone as everyone spreads out so much, but that can change if I run/walk with friends next time. I will certainly do it again, probably 78km, if I am here next year! My watch measured a distance of 45.76km!














